Every day this week I have woken up at either 4 or 6am, and have either started my morning with a seven hour shift at work, or a row of classes at school. I just woke up from a nap and feel so weak and sick and tired and am kicking myself really hard for allowing myself to fall asleep. My body needs it so badly, but I literally have enough homework to last me…realistically…at least ten hours. I’m so upset with myself. I’m so tired. Sad.
Edit: I give up. I’m shaky, my stomach hurts, and for the past hour I’ve been fighting the urge to throw up. It’s 10pm on Friday and I am going to bed. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
