And now the one you once loved is leaving
I feel like I can breathe again…without the weight of your cold love on my chest.
I have hated myself for the past three months, letting myself get so wrapped up around you when you you can’t even tell me you love me enough to wait. I’ve had to remind myself constantly, but I’ve made the decision you took too long to come to: I do deserve better, I am happier without you; I do not want to be with you anymore.
And there you sit, pissy and being bitter. I hope whoever you find can give you what you want..less of me and the beautiful things that my love has to give. Don’t be angry. You’ve hurt me for so long it’s hard to imagine this bothers you. Be relieved like I am, and smile.
I have so much to give and maybe it shouldn’t mean more to you, but it means a whole lot to me and I won’t waste my love. I haven’t felt this light in a long time.
