Dear friend,
Maybe you feel the same way, maybe not, but I think sometimes when someone gets to a place like that they don’t realize the impact of their words. Why would they matter if the person believes they’re so insignificant, right? But they do. Your words matter to me and lately some of the things you’ve been saying break my heart. I love you as a person and as a friend. Please, please, please do not try to push me away right now. You told me that you miss who I was when we first met…you don’t think I do? I know it’s hard, but I just wish you’d smile more….
Listen, all I really want to do is re-articulate again that I am here for you at any time of night or day. You can say anything to me even if it’s going to make me sad because if it’s going to make you feel better it’ll full cycle and end up making me happier in the long run. I won’t lose another person that I care deeply for…especially to that.
You’re bigger than being pissed off or saying “so what” and “fuck you”.
You know that.
Thank you for promising.
