First paycheck
I am already missing hours. This morning I had to open by myself for the first time and the number they gave me to silence the alarm didn’t work, so at 5:30am I was literally shaking in shock and fear after a blaring, police alerting alarm started deafening me. Easily the loudest, most horrible sound I have ever heard before. Then, the GM and DM were there hanging out and in a seemingly nice way, commented on how shitty I am at doing the job (that they barely trained me for!). I thought that was cool until my boss asked me to call her after my shift only to reiterate everything I had already heard from the DM. OH, and they’re sending me to a completely different store tomorrow to supervise. As if I’m fucking trained enough for that. Coming home to a paycheck missing hours is not okay and I was trying to let go of the job stress but seriously
FUCK THIS JOB FUCK THIS JOB FUCK THIS JOB
I’m so tired. The 4am walk to the train was not fun, the crazy starting shift, getting out late…..and I have a three and a half hour long class tonight.
All I want is sleep. God I want to sleep. Just one night of sound, uninterrupted, no-nightmares sleep.
