December 2010
10 posts
This is the moment that you know That you told her that you loved her but you don’t. You touch her skin and then you think That she is beautiful but she don’t mean a thing to me. Yeah, she is beautiful but she don’t mean a thing to me.
Dec 31st
Dec 27th
think ima
go out and spend like $1000 on a new camera nothing wrong with having $200 in the bank, right? I mean, it’s no $1500 like I’m used to but I feel like I’m suffocating I want my camera.
Dec 24th
after crying twice now from receiving “help” and “constructive criticism” from someone on my college application/personal statement, I’m pretty much ready to give up on the whole fucking thing I feel stupider and more incompetent than I have in my entire life who needs college anyway, right? I’ll just keep working all these hours at this job that I fucking...
Dec 22nd
“‎We’re all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us...”
– Charles Bukowski  (via downsouthsally)
Dec 17th
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there is no way that this is good for my health
Dec 16th
Today I will brave the cold, love being in your home again, see a good friend, take photographs, drink too much coffee, create something beautiful, and spend too little time thinking. It’s going to be a good day.
Dec 15th
hey, we all gotta keep warm
I’m pretty sure I’m in some kind… of Arcade Fire…coma////// Sidenote: I have noticed a trend depression=more tumblr posts happiness=less tumblr posts Been updating tumblr everyday It makes me feel better for no particular reason. It’s like being in high school all over again, emo and anxious and angsty. Except this time I am less drunk and more alone. Which is, of...
Dec 10th
sometimes
i feel like i am going to spend the rest of my life watching lost in translation alone, every night, seriously considering whether i am more in love with bill murray or scarlett johansson, getting drunk or something equally depressing and always waking up alone WHUTHAPPENEDTONOV28?! I felt so good that day. fuck.
Dec 9th
today
Overly alone, haven’t eaten a thing and don’t want to, have a ton of shit to do; can’t stand being inside but don’t even want to leave my room. I have convinced myself that the one thing on my mind is the only thing that would make me feel better, and for that, I will only end up disappointed. Dumb.
Dec 7th